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March 20th, 2005
08:55 pm - 4 months later! haha
I really blew it this time with this livejournal stuff... I start getting really good with it then I slack off. Well things have been mostly really good for me the past four months. I started my student teaching and thats going well. I'm doing really good in my classes too. Its about damn time.
I just got back from Panama. Had a wonderful time with my babes down there. It was much needed. I didnt want to return.
My fam leaves this week for Florida..can't wait..BACHELORETTE PAD BIOTCH!!
Think I've grown up alot the past four months. I've realized all the stupid shit that I put up with for a long time was no longer acceptable in my life. Its too damn stressful and since I've let it go I've been so much happy!!
Well gotta do some hw...peaceout!!
***Why is it that you still drift into my dreams?***
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November 8th, 2004
07:17 pm - Monday Night Update
Alot has been up lately. I've been trying to keep myself busy trying not to think about a certain person..lol.
On another issue, I am deeply furious with the "so called" results from the election. In my eyes Bush did nothing but fuck up this whole nation. Can't wait to see what he's going to do in another four!
This past weekend was so so. Me and Meg went to the Ryan Cabrera concert which was AWESOME! That was about the only good thing that came out of it. He did a great job! Sounded exactly like the cd but live. I would for sure go see him again!
I dropped my history class. Yeah it makes me feel like a failure, but I didn't really have a choice. I need a 3.4 GPA by October and this class wasnt going to get me there so I had to do what was necessary. I guess you win some and you lose some. And this time I lost.
On a better note, OC started Thursday!! I missed that show so much. It was so good and all the characters were looking pretty damn hot, even the girls. lol
Lets see, Thursday night I also hit up the bar with my lady Kaycee. We had a lovely time. I hadnt been to the bar scene in a while so it kind of brought my spirits up. Can't wait one more week baby!!!!! I'm thinking of heading back out on Thursday so anyone wanting to come holla at me.
Everything else is alright right now. I might be getting a kitten, but now my mom is being gay about it. I havent talked to "faggot" as Hailey would call him, but I just like to call him "Mr. I worship the ground he fucking walks on" right!!! lol so he thought. I miss him, but I am starting to see things alot clearer now.
Well I have lots of studying to do so peaceout y'all and have a great night!
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October 24th, 2004
06:15 pm
You know I try to always be optimistic about this town and what goes on and who lives here...but I've had it lately. Its the same old thing every day and I'm tired of it. Either that or I'm finally growing up and its all just ridiculous to me.
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October 17th, 2004
06:10 pm
Man I suck at this livejournal stuff..its been so long since I last updated. Its not that I don't have time, I just get lazy. School's alright right now. I hate my history class, but my two english classes are pretty good and I actually enjoy going to them. I haven't really been doing much lately on the weekends just relaxing. I did go to the Lions game today and we totally got creamed! It sucked! But I was glad to go and especially glad to see Joey!
Less than a month till the big 21! I am beyond excited for that! So anyone of ya's that are already 21 get ready b/c we have to go out!
I haven't made it to the apple orchard yet this season. I was thinking maybe next weekend, but we'll see. Things change daily around here. lol
Sweetest Day sucked, well actually not, but I didn't have a sweetheart. :( I did have the kids though and they made the night great. I love Ashleigh so much. As soon as I walked in the door she ran up in her little jumpy suit and gave me the biggest hug and kiss. I made me feel loved and then nothing mattered after that. We enjoyed a lovely evening of watching Aladin and reading bedtime stories..lol
Well I have tons of homework to do but am I really going to do it...peaceout ya'll!! xoxo T
LISA where have you been girl?!?!! I MISS YOU!
and
Meg what is up with you? You fell of the planet??!
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September 20th, 2004
06:50 pm
Ah I hate fall!! No more warm summer nights or endless days of sunshine. Not that we've really gotten that, but now its officially fall and I deteste it greatly. This past week has been real shitty for me. I've been sick the past couple days and before that I had an allergic reaction to medication that I am taking so that was fun.
Anyways, its been a roller coaster around here lately and I'm starting to miss alot of people. Things just aren't the same anymore.
On a more happier note the Lions won Sunday baby!!!!! I was sooooo excited..I looked like a retard jumping around my house. Trying to get tickets for this Sunday so I'm keeping my fingers crossed, but I did get tickets for the Lions/Packers game October 17th so thats going to be one wild day. I have a good feeling about this season. And LISA didnt Joey look hot in his tan!!!!
Well gotta go study sentence diagraming...haha fun stuff..
xoxox T
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September 7th, 2004
05:19 pm - Awesome
Hey there! Well I started back at OU last week. Its alright. Thank God I have Kari to drive with in the morning or else I prolly wouldn't be so happy about going back there. My classes are alright. I like my history teacher but hate the books, my grammar teacher is pretty cool, but the work is so confusing, and I havent met my english teacher yet. Shes been in England for the past week. All in all I hope the semester goes well.
I spent most of my nights at home last week. Trying to get back into the swing of things with not having anything to do. Blah!!!
But once Friday hit it was fun time again. Jodie called around 9ish and we decided to go dancing since all day at work she had to listen to me complain about wanting to go. So we were going to head to the Loft but decided to detour at Wild Woody's and its a good thing we did because we ended up having a blast there and I got to see all my favorite people from springbreak. Metro Mike even said we can do something cool for my birthday so I'm very excited! :)Rockin baby!!
Saturday woke up and went and layed out with Jod for a bit then came back around 3ish to get ready because Michael was supposed to come over after work to take me out. Hah I didnt think he would show but he did. And boy was I happy about that. We ended up going out to the Romeo Peach Festival then went out to Arts Beats and Eats. I had a wonderful time. We hadnt' been out in so long together so I was happy to spend quite and exciting night with him. After all that we went back to his house and watched a movie and passed out then I got home around 3ish.
Sunday just layed around all day and played in the sun with the fam.
Monday, ended up going out to my Grandmas boat around 2 and visited them for an hour until the rest of the family came there. Then Mike came out around 3:30 and we layed out at the pool, walked around the marina and layed on the boat for a while. I was really happy and suprised to see him twice this weekend :) but it got better when I gave hug goodbye he said he'd call later to maybe go to the show. I figured he was just bs'ing but he did actually and although we didnt go to the show we did get a movie and watched that and then he left around 4. We had a very nice night and day!!!
Nothing is new with him and I but we are getting along better as friends and hopefully my stubborness wont ruin things...or hopefully he'll realize things could be good for us and give us a real try.
Other than that nothing else is up I just had a really great weekend and now I can look forward to a gay week at school...lol nah hopefully a fast and good one....I'm out yo!!
xoxo T
Nothing new I called it!!!
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August 29th, 2004
11:48 pm
Wow I've been horrible with this, this summer. I'm so sorry. Well summer is officially over Wednesday for me, although its been over since today because all my friends start school tomorrow or have already started...Good Luck guys.
This summer actually sucked alot. We had fun times, but with getting older the summers just arent the same. Work and resposibilites suck!
This weekend was a blast though. I went up to STATE to see my Jenny. I had an absolute blast! Friday we partied at her place then went to a party then came back and partied at her place then went swimming at like 4 in the morning. Saturday her and I literally layed around all day long in our pj's, had a candlelight dinner, then got ready and had a really random night. Then came back I went and got Michael and him and I went swimming and chilled till like 5 in the morning in the pouring rain. Today I got home at like 2:15, took a nap and have just been laying around ever since. I feel sick. I guess swimming in the middle of the night and running around in the rain can do that to you. My throat is hurting and my nose is running :(
So the VMA's were pretty good this year... I was glad to see my girls Ashlee and Paris..I love them!!!!
I start school Wednesday..not looking forward to it. I still need to get another class. Please God let me get it.
Well heres to another year guys!! Good Luck like I always say! :)
xoxo T
~*~ Take it back .. Take it all back now ~*~
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August 10th, 2004
11:47 pm
Today was real shitty. First worked sucked..I didn't have a peaceful moment at all there. I just about lost it at everyone because I can only do so much at one time. Then I got home..didn't get "the phone call" like I was supposed to..didnt go to the baseball game and didnt' talk to anyone. Real exciting night then again we've been having alot of those lately. I seriously have had it with everyone. I'm so sick of being there for people when they arent actually there. I'm soo done! Its stressing me out and making me miserable and since I am trying to change some things I guess this should be one of them. (NOT CARING)
Tomorrow gotta babysit then church then back home to do the same damn thing like everynight..I would like to go dancing but no one ever likes to go anymore so if your up for it let me know.
Well sorry for all this bitching just had to let it out..sleeptight
xx T
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August 8th, 2004
01:06 am - Stolen Moments
I have been horrible with this journal since the summertime started. I'm sorry. Things have been quite laid back the past couple of weeks. Not much fun at all. I think I'm just trying to do some self discovery lately and I kind of am finding out a bunch of stuff about myself that I should know...good and bad.
School starts this month which I am dreading.. I dont even have a 3rd class yet..Fucking great! But at least I got my loan for school.
Mike and I are hardly talking anymore.. I actually miss him sometimes, but I'm doing better and actually see the positive of not seeing him everyday. We are two different people and I see that, I wish we could be better friends but who knows maybe we could be someday.
On better news, I am getting super excited for my birthday..lol yes it is like 3 months away but I've been waiting a long time for this one! And I already have everything planned..haha talk about being organized! Thats Pathedic!
Last night Nicole from work and I went to a wedding which turned out to be quite wonderful. The place was beautiful and everything was perfect. I hope if I ever get married its just like that. It was outside next to like 4 lakes and waterfalls were in the middle of the lakes and it was out in the country so the air was fresh and warm and anyways it was a very nice wedding.
I'm thankful to be alive..as gay as that sounds its unbelievably true. coming home from Canada last Friday got in an accident its a long story but Jenny's car was hit and I was in it and luckily everything was ok I walked away with minimal cuts and sore muscles. Her car was totalled though. But it makes you really think. I thank God everyday for nothing more serious happening.
Well I'm off to bed...didnt do much today and didnt do anything at all tonight but I'm real tired....love yas! xoxo Tina
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July 17th, 2004
04:25 pm - Its an Option
Shit my feelings have been all around lately. I've been feeling like a fucking doll ... Waiting around, wondering, just waiting for you to tell me our next move. Why did I let myself get like this? I said I never would again. I am not doing this anymore. I hate it. Mike tells me the other day.."I dont want to be just friends with you, BUT I'm not ready to be more yet. I wanna be friends but not necessarily just that"
Ok so what's that fucking mean? I swear boys are retarded and useless.
I guess I just need to let it go and move on. I can't wait around for him, better off having something than nothing and a friendship is better than nothing. He is a great guy and I know if I needed him he would be there. I guess I got to be thankful for that.
Well I need to go take a lil rest..got alot on my mind..someone wanna come kidnap me and take me someone else? lol..peaceout..xoxox Tina
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July 13th, 2004
12:12 am - So Lonnnnnnnnng!
Its been FOREVER since I last updated this thing. Sorry guys..its not even that I've been busy I've just been very lazy. Alot of things have happened this past month and I'm not going to get into every one of them but heres some of the prime happenings:
Mom and dad went away on vacation
PRINCE concert
finished my summer class at Oakland
Went to the Detroit Fireworks
Nicole's Luau
Jobbie Nooner
theres been a whole lot more too I just cant think of them.
Anyways alot has been happening in my life. I started talking to someone..then stopped..and now I don't know what the hell we are. At first he was really good to me and I was falling for him hard. He called when he said he would, he listened to everything I said and actually remembered it, my needs always came first with him and I hadn't had anyone treat me like that in a long ass time. Time with him just FLIES by (and still does) Its so easy to talk to him and I feel so comfortable around him. But now things have changed.. I still feel all that for him, but who knows what he feels for me. He still treats me good and everything, but its not like it first was. I guess my hopes got too high even though I said I wouldn't let them, but how do you hold back when someone treats you like a fucking queen?
Now I'll talk to him like everyother day at least, but he doesnt call till like 2:30 every night and to me thats ridiculous! If he can't see me before then why should he see me then? I'm so confused with him. I've like him for years and to think now...what could happen. I've know him since 1st grade! I HATE FEELINGS LIKE THIS!!!! And at the same time I love them because I haven't had feeling this strong like this for anyone since Vince. I've dated other people but it hasnt been the same. I want to kiss him yet I want to punch him all at the same time ....... whats a girl to do?
On another note...my job is all set. I finally got another full time position at my work. No more sitting there twidling my thumbs...I'm going to be working on accounts payable now. whoo hoo for me! Hopefully I learn it quick and do a good job!
Chicago this weekend? Hopefully!!
I am VERY excited for the Ashlee Simpson cd..I hope my hopes arent set too high for this one... Kare and I have dibs on it at 12:01 Monday night..lol
Well I'm off to bed...gotta make it to work by 8am so I can be off by 1 to layout....
love muches!! peaceout!!! xoxo TINA
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June 6th, 2004
03:57 am - I love the SUN!!
I had a great day today actually. Started off waking up to the wonderful sun and then I cleaned out the hot tub. Then about 5ish I went to Mike's house and we headed out to a BBQ from there. It was really nice though. It was out on the water so everyone was partying...fun time. And I got to get to know Mike more so that was good..At about 8 left there and came home, had to get ready for the club. Man was that alot of fun too...I needed that so much. I danced my ass off. Much needed!!! Thanks J for dancing with me all night! After the club we headed to Nationals and got some food, where after we watched a fight in the parking lot...not cool
All in all today was productive, fun, and interesting. well off to bed..I def need some sleep!! peaceout!!!!!!
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June 2nd, 2004
11:40 pm
I never feel like I have enough time these days. I feel like everyday I do the same thing and its really starting to get old. Wake up, drive to school, sit in class for 2 hours daydreaming, drive to work, sit at work doing nothing, come home, take a shower, and either debate about whether something is going on tonight or sit in front of the tv. Its a never ending saga that continues everyday... soo tired of it..need a vaca!
For some reason though tonight I'm in a wonderful mood! Prolly b/c I talked to an old friend. Real old we go back to kindergarden. lol I'd like to start hangin out with him, but guess what... "He's God's Greatest Gift to the World!" lol yeah I always go for those ones :( We'll see...Can't hurt to try.
Congrats to the DETROIT PISTONS for winning the EASTERN CONFERENCE CHAMPIONSHIP!!! did a great job guys!! Now on to play against my all time team the LAKERS...yes Jeff I may have to go with you on this one..but we'll see...
Well gotta get go to bed soon..gotta do the same routine..sleep tight!
I just can't seem to shake you.....
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May 30th, 2004
09:49 pm
Very busy weekend this weekend. Friday I babysat all day then headed out to Canada. Well I was all geeked to have some fun and hang with everyone until we got there. Yeah then I got pissy and didn't enjoy myself as much as I wanted to thanks to one of the extras from the Wizard of Oz..lol . Oh well I guess I'll have to go back soon.I did have a nice chat with someone there though. It put things into a little more perspective and hopefully now I can change some things. Saturday got out of bed around 1, cleaned the car, went to Kaylees, babysat till 11 then went over to Chris's. That was actually alot of fun. It was like a high school reunion, but sometimes I like that. Today just sat around the house all day till about 3 then went to the show and then to Tim's for the game. Day After Tomorrow = GAY!!
Ah I'm sorry if I've been a little distant to some of you lately...I'm trying to concentrate on school and work...but I promise things will get back to normal very soon b/c I miss ya!!
well gotta go do some cleaning..so holla ata girl!! xoxox T
why do you have to revert back to 8th grade dating techniques when your 21?
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May 27th, 2004
12:39 am
I am in a wonderful mood tonight!! First off the Pistons won!! and secondly I got to see my baby Joey on tv at the game!! Its been months since I saw him and damn is he looking HOTTTT!! I cannot wait till football starts now..I have a feelin this year we're going to do good. Lets go Lions!!!! :)
Thirdly, My Michelle gave me such a nice homemade card that just made the huge smile on my face even bigger...thanks girl that was soo thoughtful of you and I want you to know that I consider you a "sister" too and always have! love you!!
Well I havent been home lately...been doing Oakland..then work and then home to shower and out..I went to my Mema's last night. Stayed there till about 11 to see the baby and we had a bonfire. It was really relaxing...especially since they didnt have power and we had candles lit everywhere!
tomorrow is school then work..then who knows..maybe dying my hair back to blond? I'm soo horrible with that shit!
well sleep tight ya'll and cross your fingers;) its almost 1 day till T time!!! wuhahahaha!! (jenny only you know what that means)
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May 23rd, 2004
01:29 am
What up gangstas!?!?! Nothing much here..Jenny just left and now I wanted to recap on the last few days. They have been quite busy. Thursday night went to the Pistons game with Jenny, Tom, Jeff, and Jake. Wow was that alot of fun!! I never went before so it was my first time. Very good game and we won! So I was happy...very nice night ;)
Friday I worked..well kind of, then went to the Blink concert with Megan. That was alot of fun too except for all those dumb ass people throwing mud b/c they were acting like two year olds. But we had a great time, danced, sang, got drunk before hand, watched people use the lawn as a slip and slide, and had a energized trip home...lol
Today, I went to Brendans birthday part till like 7 then came home watched the game. A few people ended up showing up and we just all hung out here. Then Jenny came by and we watched the Panama tape and talked and stuff. That I needed! Thanks girl!
Nothing else is really new. Just hanging out alot..watching alot of B-Ball, staying up really late and not getting enough sleep, and trying to work as much as I can even though there is nothing for me to do. Well I'm off to bed..hope its sunny tomorrow!! xx
I miss you
night!! ~T
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May 18th, 2004
11:38 pm - He's Fucking Heavenly!!
Tonight went and saw Troy...holy shit is Orlando Bloom hot. Now if I could pick a perfect boy it would be him only with blue eyes though ...Oh man!!! Definitley made my night! Anyways, the movie was actually really good and I thought that if followed the book very very close. Almost exact besides the love story in it. Well worth the 3 hours spent there.
Last night was bowling night. Didn't do too hot, prolly because I wasn't in the greatest mood, but there's always next time. I had fun though and its nice to see everyone there.
Got some weird news today. Its kind of funny actually. You know you never know how fate can bring things back into your life sometimes. I wasn't expecting this one though. Who knows..maybe something good will come out of it.
As for my crush...nothing yet...boo!! I'm starting to think that I need to get over it. I mean how much chasing does one have to do in their life...and I'm not chasing anymore. I wanna be the one being caught from now on.
Well schools tomorrow then work so not much of a fun day but at least I have Thursday to look forward to! yeah!!
Night all...sleep tight
ORLANDO IS HOT
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May 16th, 2004
11:34 pm - Pump... Pump Pump it up!! Go Pistons!!!
I'm in a wonderful mood right now...the pistons just won!!! and I'm going to the game now on Thursday I think!?!? If tickets are available. Also Blink is this week! and I have so much fun to look forward to this week!! I love summer!! The only bad thing this week is another test in Africa. Blah!
Today was nice...I went rollerblading with "Michelle" and then dyed my hair. Oh boy was that a chore. First I did red streaks over my blond. well that didn't look too good so I put brown over it to hide the red, but it didn't do that so now I have brown hair and burgendy streaks. Oh yeah great!! I like the brown, but the streaks can go. Oh well it'll only be in a couple weeks..then its off to another color.
Well I think my bed is calling my name so holla at a girl if you need me... Oh and remember I need some advice so leave it!! cheeeeeeea!!!!!
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May 15th, 2004
02:13 am - Walking ON the Ceiling!
Whew! Thank God finals are done! What a stressful week I have had. Now I can enjoy summer and get on with the show.
Work sucks right now...I'm trying to decide if I wanna quit but I've been there for so long and have ties so I'm really scared to leave.
I had a good night with Jenny and the crew Wednesday night..I needed that chicka! Thanks!
On the topic of Toronto now, OH boy was that a GREAT trip! So soooooo much fun! Not a dull moment when we are all together. We definitly need to go back soon..from the Karioke Cab ride, to the waterslide, to walking 5 miles in rain and cold, to the Government, Hard Rock...etc such a wonderful time!! August baby!!!
Another subject....I have an enourmous crush!!!! I am sooo confused on what to do. I haven't felt this way about anyone in years.. Everytime I see him I get the biggest smile on my face and I can't pay attention to anything. Problem is we're "just friends". Well fuck don't friends make the best lovers? Not saying I wanna be his lover but I wanna be with him. He's got everything. Good job, head on shoulders, nice family, good looking, funny, etc....... I could totally see him and I together..I love it...Its just trying to put the pieces together. I guess if him and I are meant to be together it will happen naturally. I don't know how to go about it though..I haven't been in this field and felt this way forever..any ideas please?
Well Its 2:12 now I need to be getting to bed....gotta busy day tomorrow sleep tight everyone!! muah~~
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May 10th, 2004
12:00 am - Lou I love you!!
Man am I feelin old now...when's it going to be my turn? I'll let you know what this is all about tomorrow. I also have to update about Toronto too...so I'll talk to you all in the morning!
CONGRATULATIONS MY BABY GIRL!!! I am sooooo happy for you!!!
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